i am walking away from the comp . .

Walking away from a rough scene is hard to do, especially when it's a key, pivotal, awesome scene that YOU KNOW will rock everybody's socks clear off. Or, at least you know that IT NEEDS TO for everyone to have a good taste in their mouths at the end of the movie.

Today I'll probably sit at work, bored, reading out of my new Film Art book that Z found for me at a book sale in South Hampton. Yesterday I had a real talk with Melissa and Judy about what my real feelings are about the job, and it was really kind of freeing. With my birthday fast approaching (they do birthdays in our office) I guess they wanted some info on how the Chadster was holding up this month.

The last year I've been so stiff, so professional that it was hard to be myself. I had my Dad to thank for that...somehow I got it into my head that I had to live up to his image because I got mixed up into the field he's a legend in. Over the last year I kind of became a legend, too, but when I'm gone the new guy will take over as Multimedia King. Hopefully the new guy will also just use the job to pay off college loans and also move on to pursue his dreams.